MAY

Partied with my best friends, nicea and steven before I fly off. Sweechoon after that. Finally.
Skate camp. Wasn't as bad as I expected, though beginning was a disappointment.
It was volatile though,so much shit happened, tried stuff, got too fucking stoned it scared the living shit outta me.
But nevertheless, it was thrilling, it was fruitful, it was all worth it. It's skate club, that's why.
Haha
Met Xs to talk things through. It went pretty well though...); And then got bad, and good again. Haha
So much happened within a week, been too busy going out, Meeting people and all I didn't get time for my family or myself:/
Anyhoos,
It's been a week since I've settled down in Orlando. Disney is great, loved the people, love their warmth and hospitality.
It's just that I always get into the wrong group, where the people are just not right for me. Or maybe I'm not right for them but since its about me... Then lol
Oh well. Trying to fit in, hoping some miracle would happen and a bunch of punks would appear. Mehhhh
Skyped my loved ones. I miss my mom and aunt and besties...and Xs... And many more.
But oh well, 4 months is pretty fast.
I wished I could be there for skates sesh after the camp. Nows when the hype is still there... When I'm back I'm just gonna feel awkward man .

First day of Training, I think it's pretty fun since it wasn't very tiring. In hope it gets better and my training from the zoo will make this a breeze.

Xx

PS. Now I know why USA has so many obese people. My friends are complaining about the food because they missed Chinese food but I'm enjoying all them fast food anyway. All the fried chicken, quesadillas and all. I'm eating all the time: i'mma get fat real soon I swear. And did I mention how there's so many caramel items at Walmart I'm going frenzy: just bought sticky dates toffee pudding, a jar of butterscotch caramel, caramel chocolate bar and salted caramel ice cream. Ohhh fuck

Thursday

Dental>browhaus
Laudaree
Dinz with project Mates
Sleepover with A.
Chill home made macaroons by the balcony. Mhmm.

The way you're acting. It fucking hurts. There's no respect at all from the way you hurled insults at me. I guess I made a huge mistake thinking you could've been the best guy I've ever found. A real gentlemen will never do this.
"Happy" 22nd fucking months.im losing my patience.

Now I know.

Last week before departure

Certainly eventful. Meeting different buddies every day. Suddenly felt a lil tired with the hectic schedule it feels like I don't even have time for myself to settle my luggage and all.

Monday
Failed night safari trip with Nicea. It turned out to be a better plan of midnight movie ironman III and a sleepover.

Tuesday
Watch a movie And then hang out with scumbags. Dinner at hooters, chill out at Actors, the jam bar to support steven and his band. I missed watching their performances. Favorite is zombie.(:

Wednesday
Dinner at old airport rd to satisfy my cravings; oyster omelette, charkwaytiao, BBQ chicken wings. I'm so gonna miss this man.

I'm currently on my way to the dentist I guess that marks the end of local delicacies for now till September. Teeth gonna be a total bitch so yeah. I just haven't got to try laudaree );

I'm missing te times with Marcus and Nicea, talking forever.
And I heard how fucked up the skate camp has become. This is fucking ridiculous. How can they not call the seniors and alumni?! It will never be the same without them man. The skate club spirit lies in them always and it's something I don't feel in my current batch.
I missed the first few months of skate club during year 1.
And knowing that I'm not especially welcomed by my ex just because we broke up. That's fucking stupid. Never ever mix your personal issues with other matters. I didn't know such things still exist man.
But I guess there's no point being there when the people who are now ruling skate club is so fucked up. Lol oh wells.